Day 9: June 22, 2011 Trying to Stay Positive

A lot of bad things have happened recently: hospital, almost dying in said hospital, both Brutus Rattie dying from a stroke and Smudgie Rattie from cancer, getting really sick and being in a ton of pain which has resulted in tests for Lupus and Rheumatoid Arthritis, a test to see if my thyroid is out of whack because I can't control my body temp, throwing up a lot, etc. Overall, it's been hard to stay positive over the last few weeks. Yesterday was really hard but there was some positives. I got to hang out and go swimming with my friends! I love hanging out with all of them, they help keep my head off the bad stuff and make me feel loved and supported, like a good bra! Shout out to my bra friends!